Lost Love Demo 2016

by ADVERSARY

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released November 14, 2016

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Track Name: Reposed
Reposed.

I feel lifeless.
Silence deafens.
Distanced from all I've known.

Swept up by an endless void that I can't see through.
I search, but I see nothing. Blackness ensues.
I see nothing, I feel nothing, I am nothing, without you.

I search for days on end to find myself.
I am nothing.
But when I look I find no depth withheld.
I am nothing.
I am nothing.

This is a dialect you won't understand.
I've been so stuck, you couldn't comprehend.
This is all that's left, a broken man.
I've entered hell inside my head again.

When will it end?

Tied down like a dog that's chained.
I'm hooked on this misery.
You come then you go again.
I bite the hand that feeds.
Forced back into my cage, I guess.
Victim to this loneliness.
Lonely.
Lonely.

This is a dialect you won't understand.
I've been so stuck you couldn't comprehend.
This is all that's left, a broken man.
I've entered hell inside my head again.

When will it end?
Track Name: Mother's Neglect
I had the choice to pull the plug or keep you breathing.
I walk through hell for you and now you are seceding.
I don't understand how you can live again, but still not really live?

This is not the life I had planned out for you.
Wasting all my time, now time's run out for you.
You take everything and throw it in my face.
I give all my love, but you throw it all away.

I wish you gave a shit about your health and other's feelings.
But you just sit and rot away.
It feels awful knowing I can't help my mom.
She won't even help herself.

Or even try to live.
I lost hope when you said you wanted death.
I could choke just thinking of this shit.
Why, mom, why? Why won't you turn around?
Make things right and focus on yourself.
Make things right.
Make this right.
Make this right.

Can you hear?
Mother's neglect.
Can you hear?
Mother's neglect.

I never pulled that plug, I chose to keep you breathing.
I wonder if you'll even see the words I'm singing?
Do you even know how much it hurts your son to watch his own mom die?
Track Name: Unborn Friend
Unborn friend, I'm here again to tell you that I cared.
When you left I saw love die inside your Mother's eyes.
Waking up since that morning has never been the same.
Everything I see and do brings back a thought of you.

Selfishly we chose your fate and now I bear that weight.
Emptiness and brokenness have homed inside of me.
I don't think that there will ever be another clear thought in my brain.
Even when I go to sleep at night I get reminded of that day

Of that day, and your fate.
Some things change, but you remain.

Resonate inside of me.
Lifelong love, my offspring.
My offspring, resonate.
You remain to this day.

Unborn friend, I'm here again to tell you that I cared.
When you left I saw love die inside your Mother's eyes.
Waking up since that morning has never been the same.
Everything I see and do brings back a thought of you.